I hate the feeling of realising you have to drag yourself back to work after a nice rest of four to five days. It’s always such a downer, and in my case, really crappy. Mainly because I am already starting to miss Tekong. I know, that sounds incredibly ghey… but for a while there, I was having oodles of fun being the scourge of all recruits while teaching something worthwhile to those suckers. Ah well, just got to roll with the punches.
I found out on Sunday that I would spend the majority of this working week (which for me only spans three days) back at HQ. And after utilising my two days of freedom just doing the things I wanted (like reading and writing and sleeping and fucking around), I wasn’t in the mood to go back to HQ and be bossed around. Fortunately, that wasn’t the case. In fact, it was… a boring day in the office. Today morning, I did absolutely nothing in HQ. Literally, I did fuck all. In the afternoon, I went to OCS (Officer Cadet School) to assist a class. Funny story; whilst I was still on course, there was a point in time where I was pegged to end up in the HQ Team, so as to take charge of OCS. Thus, it felt weird to go there this afternoon. Still, it was quite fun; I met one of my BMT section mates from Viper COY. This guy, I tell ya, was Viper COY’s best recruit… amongst many other accolades. He’s fierce as hell. And fuck, he’s getting married at the end of this year. Solid stuff. Meanwhile, I look at my relationship with Sabrina and wonder if there will be a future. More on that later. Anyways, I just assisted at OCS and left for home at around 1645. Pretty dull day, to be honest.
The evening, however, was more exciting. Actually, exciting isn’t the correct word. Exciting hints at something GOOD, aye? What I experienced was BAD. Sabrina told me that her Dad wants to have a formal discussion about my relationship with his daughter this Sunday. And based from what Sabrina told me, this is where her Dad — for a lack of a better term — decides whether I should continue dating his daughter or not. Seems like an ultimatum, doesn’t it? That’s exactly what it is. I don’t like this situation. All signs are pointing toward her Dad doing what he did with Sabrina’s previous two boyfriends; him telling them that they weren’t good enough. It appears as if nobody’s good enough for him. He’s already proven to be rather unreasonable over the last several months, and this doesn’t really bode well for me. We shall see what happens this Sunday.
This has put me in a really shitty mood, so I’m just going to hit the sack and try to sleep. I don’t even have the drive to do anything right about now. Not even share my ‘WEIRD MRT HAPPENINGS 2006′ with the world. Sigh. What a bloody rollercoaster this month has been. Why does it have to end on such a bitter mode? Argh.
